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The intention of fostering was in hopes of adopting one of them but unfortunately they were just too young. It sucks because I really fell in love with Mya. Miley was good too but she was just crazy. I mean all puppies are active but this bitch was on something.

My dreams in getting a dog are slowly fading. I’m realizing how ridiculously needy they are and I just don’t remember but old dog being like that. I think by the time I started to notice he was too old and he just didn’t do much. Either way, I’ll figure something out. I still want one but maybe later down the road.

Well I’m going to try and go to sleep. I was suppose to like 3 hours ago but idk what happened…

“white lines on your mind
keep it steady
you were never ready
for the lies…

you don’t have no doctor robert
you don’t have no uncle albert
you don’t even have good credit
you can write but you can’t edit”

BAAHHHH! I was trying to edit this around (Cant you tell?) But I’m not feeling good so I’ll deal with it later

Peace.

Lately I’ve been thinking about what I want to do for my birthday (In October) and I’ve come up with a few ideas but don’t really know which to do. One of the reasons why I’m thinking about it so early is because of certain dates which means things could be booked, sold out, etc and all these other issues that might get in the way. Plus anything that has to do with me always needs to be planned to a T (though it never works out that way).

There’s so many eliminates to what I do and when I do it when most likely I won’t be doing anything.

Currently I don’t have anybody to hangout with so it’s like why plan something when I’d be alone? That’s just depressing to think about in itself much less having plans get planned for you when you have nobody to be with. Plus even if I did how am I suppose to know what’s good for others?

I’m just frustrated because I mentioned an idea to my mom and up out of no where she’s planning something already and I just don’t get why. I mean I know one of the reasons but it’s not that big of a deal and now I feel like why even bother saying anything else because she’s just going to do what she wants and who gives shit what I think.

On top of that who gives a fuck about my birthday anyway why do I even bother thinking about doing something when we all know I won’t do a thing.

I’m so annoyed at myself because I just don’t know what to do about anything anymore. I have this mind set that who knows what tomorrow may bring but it’s been 2 years. Tomorrow still sucks!

Once upon a time misery loved company. Slowly I’m starting to miss it.

Ok after this week I’m really going to try hard and put up my sites I’ve been dying to work on. Until then lets all enjoy the nothing that’s going on here.

Dude I hate living next to a base. I mean don’t get me wrong I support the troops and all that jazz but I’m so sick of these loud ass planes flying past my house. There are times they go by at the craziest times, 2,3,4 in the morning for no reason.

It’s just annoying they’re so loud! I feel like they’re coming by to drop a bomb any time. Or they are so low sometimes its like they’re just going to crash. What the hell happen to Area 51?!?

That’s my rant for the night. Like I said not much going on here.

Is Florida the Sunset State? 

^^^^^ Time Article ^^^^^ (http://www.time.com/time/magazine/article/0,9171,1821648-1,00.html)

Shoulda went to New Mexico when we had the chance *smh*

I have a freakishly good memory. Well sort of.

I can remember conversations really well, faces, names, dates, locations, etc. Yet on the other hand sometimes I can’t even remember what I did yesterday so it’s like my memory kicks in at the most random times.

I could tell you about conversations I had in elementary school almost word to word. Names of people I’ve never met that were mentioned once for the most random reason. Or just random information you once upon a time told me that for whatever reason stuck in my head. Even if it was just the smallest thing.

I’ve just felt odd about it because I remember things most people tend to forget. Even as a little kid people would be like “You remember that?” and then give me this stalkerish looking face like it’s a bad thing. It’s happen so much that I’ve gotten to the point where I just pretend like I don’t remember just because of that look. (So in case you ever said something to me you thought I’d forget…watch out!)

It doesn’t happen all the time but still you wouldn’t believe the things that are up in my head. And it’s odd because things I NEED/WANT to remember, I never do.

Idk, I guess that’s just another thing on my unique list of things about me that I should probably keep to myself, but I just wanted people to know I’m not a stalker, I just have a random memory.

Of course now you know it’s going to back fire because everybody is going to be like “I thought you had a good memory” when I do forget something.

When I first got this blog I was going to keep it up but slowly it’s losing it’s appeal. Idk, only time will tell if I will keep it up. Hopefully I will, probably when school starts back up.

On a complete different note, in reference to this post, the more I drink it the more I’m actually starting to like cranberry juice! Who knew?

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So I get my news from the internet, I read the articles I want to read and leave it at that. It’s not so much to ignore everything else but I am not interested in half the crap that’s out there anyway.

My biggest pet peeve are news links that are Video links only. I fucking hate them! I don’t want to watch a forever long video that never even covers the main story I just want to read the article.

I know video is the big thing these day but the least they could do is have a link to an article for those who don’t care about the video. I mean not everybody has high speed internet and those with dial up might as well just forget it.

To me putting up a video is just lazy. Nobody has to write an article anymore, and nobody has to read. It’s sad.

The few stories I do get to read are horrible grammar! It’s such a shame they would rather type something up so fast so they are “The first to bring exclusive news” that nobody bothers to use grammar/spell check anymore.

Ugh. I’m just sick of how quickly they are shoving technology down our throats. I know everybody thinks we’re moving forward but I feel like we’re just getting…dumber.